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Depression/BPD. Drug Addict. Self Harmer.


"Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.
-Gia Carangi

I LOVE LONG HUGS:)
I LIVE IN CA.

My goal and purpose in life is to help those who are cutters/suicidal/have depression or any type of disorder. Also to help children who are being abused.

I will become a therapist & save the lives of thousands of teens & young adults.

For now I'm hear to help those who are just like me. I'm slowly recovering & one day I will win this battle. So if you need someone to talk to I'm hear to listen. Along with all the other wonderful people on tumblr who want to help. Never will I judge. How can I. I can be there for you anyway possible. An email, tumblr, IM, skype, & a phone call. I will always be there to help.

15 days without self harm.
21 days without drugs.
May 29th
2:14 AM

132 days sober

This is the most time I’ve ever had in a really long time. And Im so close to giving that up. Whatever is helping me get through this night though, I am forever grateful.

May 25th
5:22 PM
Via
May 24th
12:17 AM
Via
"I would die for you, but I won’t live for you."
—  Perks of Being a Wallflower (via backtothegypsyy)
12:14 AM
"Ruin is the road to transformation."
—  Eat, Pray, Love
May 17th
7:32 PM

A storm of depression……

Is heading my way. I can feel it. It’s gonna hit soon. I’ve been 4 months clean and sober off drugs and alcohol and 1 month self-harm free. Im scared

May 16th
5:03 PM
Via

Sometimes the miracles in life are hidden in what seems like a tragedy.